Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Through Galaxies (Poem)

Though Galaxies

She sat cross-legged
On a Red Toadstool
And waited for the North Wind
To howl
And tip the Waxing Crescent
Into a sailboat
Spinning her in Whirlpools of Stars
Launching her through Galaxies.
But in the meantime
One-thousand years passed -
She saw Crabgrass grow,
A Helix Pomatia slide by,
Thought about eating Escargot,
And spoke to foreigners about Slide Shows.
“Oh snap!” she said.
“My toadstool is rotting away!
Where oh where is that North Wind?”

“Conditions must be just right, my Dear”,
Responded the Escargot,
“Suns must melt
Creating Avalanches of wind
Across Polar Caps and then,
Then the North Wind will blow”

She thought the Escargot
Must have Wisdom
Invested in that Spiral Shell
His birth was at the very center
And with growth came round-and-round expansion
Until he spoke wisdom right where that shell
Ended and his head poked out.
She wanted to trace that Wisdom
With her fingertips, round and round
So she reached out,
And the Escargot slid
Ever so slightly away,
So she asked,

“Why is the Moon so new?
Will it ever wax away?”
But the Night grew Long
And the Escargot fell asleep
Again…….
And the Stars teased with their twinkles
And Whirlpools.
And she fell asleep too
With her Brownie Camera
Tucked under her chin
And she dreamt of sailboats
Riding the Currents
Gathering Orion
And seaspraying his sword
Into One-thousand comets
One for each year she waited.

Morning Sun came
And she awoke
To a slimy trail, moving away,
Going off through the Crabgrass
And she wondered
If she slept right through the North Wind
And if the Escargot would ever return
To answer her questions.

So she counted Notions
And Dewdrops
And mixed them with her fingertip
On the Red Toadstool.

She fell asleep under many
New Moons
And watched
The Crabgrass grow
Capturing every rotting toadstool Moment
With her Brownie Camera

Until one Middle of the Night
She dreamt
And fingertip traced
That Escargot shell
Right into her Dreamland
She took its photo with her Brownie Camera
And thought she heard an Avalanche of Wind
Blowing across Polar Caps
When suddenly the chill came
And made her Nightgown shift
Ever
So
Slightly
At year Five Hundred.

But the rotting toadstool
Collapsed
Jolting her awake
And she knew she was only at Year One,
Month One,
Day One or Two.
And she was hungry for Escargot.

“Maybe I will die right here”,
She wept,
“Because the North Wind
Will never Howl,
The Waxing Crescent
Will never tip,
And Sailboat Moons
Do not exist
To launch me through Whirlpools of Stars
And Galaxies”.

But she waited anyways
Because that is what Dreamers do.

“It will be okay”,
She said,
“I still have my Brownie
To take me places”.
And she left that spot,
Where the Red Toadstool rotted to Brown
And chased down that Escargot
By following his Slimy Trail.

Many years of chasing passed
And then
She finally found him
On the Edge
Musing about Life
But they were both Elderly
By then
And the conditions were never right
For Suns to melt
Creating Avalanches of Wind
That tip the Waxing Crescent
Into a sailboat
That spin and launch through Stars
And lastly
Her Questions went unanswered.
And then she laughed hysterically
Because the Calendar read ‘Day Two’
And she continued on to Day Three
Waiting and Dreaming.


© Expressions by Christine 12/28/10

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Memories (Poem)

Give me a one-word description....

Walking night streets with pinpoint vision
A lonely place seeking outtasite
A rescue from isolated collision
And my despair of black and white

When elements gathered in my view
Impressionism on a canvas
Beckoning with a magnificent hue
Ambered-orange exchanging things amiss

Each dim light splatters on what was bare
A blurred wet image to coalesce
Solitude painted riveting flares
My hopeful soul to convalesce

Whatever was my desolation
Now forever gorgeous in my thoughts
I’m the creator of my creation
I’m the learner of what’s been taught

© Expressions by Christine (and friends) 12/22/10


I have to give credit where credit is due! Thanks to my wonderful contacts on Flickr for providing me a word that fit as a description for my photo. I, in turn, used those words for this poem!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

On the Edge of Red (Poem)

"She would be half a planet away, floating in a turquoise sea, dancing by moonlight to flamenco guitar." ~ Janet Fitch

Here we are on the edge of red
All these bold pages left unturned
Novel idea between two heads
Romance written, spells discerned

Between the lines, you’re just my style
I’ve got an inkling with that kiss
Let’s collaborate, write a while
Unveil these stories to go unmissed

© Expressions by Christine 12/21/10

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Architectural Rhythms (Poem)

Architectural Rhythms

Pursuing an enduring pulse
Unearthed and fractured
With a rat-a-tat dimension
Breathing structures
Multiplying
Placing broken end on broken end
I recognize these angles.
Patterned for the lens
And my heart beats faster.

© Expressions by Christine 12/14/10

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Pick Your Poison (Poem)

11-26-10 kickass stop sign signed

Fate wrangled 'round this steering wheel
A-bridging concrete with the grooves
Grinding sad mishaps with the steel
Looking evasive, looking for moves

Punished, rejected - it's all a blur
A flashing eulogy of light
Like a swizzle with a whir
Concocted for wings in the night

Stop! Yield! Connect scattered dots!
A sequence will surely follow
Only sutures to seal these clots
Back where the sanguine does wallow

A key was turned, a path devised
A death toll amassing scores
Cold tombstones are being incised
While morgue vaults slide open their doors

©Expressions by Christine 2010

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Night Cats (Poem)

Night Cats

After sunset folds
Her pink blankets
And places them
In neat piles
On the horizon
One thousand black cats
Creep with stealth
And silence
Across the landscape-
Wrapping Earth
With a gray-pawed
Mantle of mist
That curls up to sleep
On folded blankets

(c)Expressions by Christine 2000

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Paper Was His Canvas (Poem)

I'll Be Home Soon

His hand moved
Across the page
Holding the pencil steady
As scribbled serifs and flourishes
Caught the silvery glint
From the two small lamps overhead

As if snatching words
From traveling dreams
He circled and corralled them
With his gaze
From the edge of the table
Through the lines
Creating passageways
By which a reader was transported
Ever drawing out protagonists
And moods
And tragic endings


Paper
Was his canvas.

© Expressions by Christine 11/17/10

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Native Soil (Poem)

Native Soil

Following a Sandman’s soul
I searched for steps
Footprints to direct me from here
To there

Along shorelines
Tidal waters washing
Some impressions away
Exposing others
Tempting me, coaxing me
Forward.

Imagining where they would lead
Perhaps to higher stations
Spiraling stairways
To beacons of light
Making lives my duty
To guide them home
From stormy seas.

Or maybe these paths
Would lead
To a seaside grass hut
Humble
Love woven
Through floors and walls.

When at once
I spied discernable keeps
Fallen on the strand
I approached this lowly abode
What once was meant for
Kings and Queens
Opulence eroded

Alas!
All I wanted was a home.

© Expressions by Christine 11/8/10

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Photo-Graphic (Poem)

Photo-Graphic

By definition
I write.

Sometimes that’s all I write about-
My passion with a lens
Defining visual words
And tableaus by photographs
Singling things out
Placing them
In pleasing frames
Giving them a voice
Because white whispers
Azure speaks
And magenta shouts

© Expressions by Christine 11/2/10

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Death Throes by Jack (Poem)

Death Throes

“Knucklebones”,
He laughed
Amid tossed Hexes and voodoo
As Death dragged on by its Achilles
Kicking and screaming
Refusing to surrender
Inside these pale and peeling walls

Every crooked midnight
Trading melancholia for soothsayers
Soothe-wanters
Soothe-takers

Wretched wits for cobwebs
Donned like forlorn hairnets
Never giving a day longer
But steeling so many away

A haunted spectrum
Between the grays
And the shades
Woeful souls
Dancing on whispering curtains
Playing the game.

© Expressions by Christine 10/27/10

Sunday, October 24, 2010

The Burden (Poem)

Your eyes sparkled
And I watched
For reactions
Between and back and forth

As your giddy hands
Presented her
With the crystal vase
Stuffed with Godiva chocolates
Tied up
In cellophane and pretty scarlet-colored ribbons

And “Oh, after I eat all these
Yummy chocolates,
I can put the gorgeous vase
On my mantle”
Wide lipsticked smile – Wide lipsticked smile
Laughter – Laughter
More smiles

Right next to all the other
High-priced fakery
I assume.

When you turned for my gift
Your eyes went sparkle-less
And yes, I am not the excitable type-
Plain paper removed
My obvious thrift store purchase
Feeling like
A burden
That I don’t know what to do with

I weakly smile
As fake as the high-priced fakery
On the mantle
And squeak out a thank you

Not excitable
And not exactly stupid either.

And we all turn
To get on with our happy lives.

© Expressions by Christine 10/22/10

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Patchwork of Miles (Poem)

Patchwork of Miles

Distances posted
With momentous markers
We are belted in and driven
Toward this off-the-beaten joyride

Along the way
Fast pedal to the floor
Patchworking colorful escapades
Convertibled, chromed, and windblown

©Expressions by Christine 6/23/09

Monday, October 11, 2010

She Releases Her Angels (Poem)

She Releases Her Angels

Eyes closed
I listen

With a whisper
And a hush
She releases her angels
To pirouette in the wind
To flutter
And find their place

To make sweet the wind
For a season
And an infinity

We are one

©Expressions by Christine 2010

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Autumn Rushes By (Poem)

Autumn Rushes By

Autumn,
I need you

You come and go
You maneuver around
With your warmth
And light
And explosions

Until one day
You acquiesce
And in walks
The hoary bearded thief

And I mourn.

©Expressions by Christine 2010

Monday, October 4, 2010

You Fill Me Up (Poem)

You Fill Me Up

As gentle as yellow
You fill me up
With expressions of here and now
Then and there
Cautious and carefree

Simply -as what was seeded here-
I see you as you
And me as me
Reaching our heights
Mind to mind
Eye to eye
Ear to ear
Tongue to tongue
Heart to heart
And creatively metaphoric
As petals to stamen
In a crazy rush of summer wind

I gather you.

©Expressions by Christine 6/3/09

Sunday, October 3, 2010

The Choosing (Poem)

The Choosing

Like a jailer

He tried to figure out
Which key
Opened
Which heart

Digging
Through souls
Is such a dirty business


©Expressions by Christine 2010

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Penny Candy (Poem)

Penny Candy

After the over-the-threshold
The Red Hots
And meltaways
Are yours
Forever

So bring your empty handfuls

©Expressions by Christine 4/2/09

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Her Deadliest Catch (Poem)

Her Deadliest Catch

I wanted to search a different angle
After the line was tangled
And things were hopelessly
Dead.

Things should be
So much more upscale
And tasteful
Than this

Maybe even
Swimming in clear seas
Beside virgin yachts
And millionaires

Avoiding my net worth
By the fishmonger
And the diners
With the gold-lined plates

And worrying about
Which fork he'll use
After the four-star restaurant

©Expressions by Christine 2010

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They say two things smell like fish....

And one of them is fish....

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Plucking Delicious (Poem)

Plucking Delicious

Leaning ladders for carnal climb
To seize the fruit that’s most divine
This sweetness teased from honeyed peach
Plumpness dangles beyond our reach

Balanced in precarious stoop
To snatch a taste of juicy drupe
Open-mouthed and yearning dribble
Archbacked for a meager nibble

Til handfuls plucked with frenzied glee
Hoarded from our laden tree
Are mingled for a spinning fusion
Twirled on tongues in swirled delusion

Licking flesh and smacking lips
Wasting not a wanton drip
Yesses hiss in guilty pleasure
Mouthed ear to ear for sated measure

©Expressions By Christine 8/20/08

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I'm going back through some of my old poetry and posting with my photos from my Flickr set. :o)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

These Sunday Mornings (Poem)

"Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold." ~Zelda Fitzgerald

These Sunday mornings
Are perfection
With you

Being in your arms
Burying my nose
In your neck

Breathing you deeply
And letting you go
Again and again

Whispered words
And finding poetry
And motion and rhythm

Until waiting
For the next Sunday
Seems such a long thing to do

©Expressions by Christine 2010

Friday, September 24, 2010

The Fav'ring Gale (Prose)

The Fav'ring Gale

Standing on the shoreline she stared straight out at the jetty with number 45 painted on one of the rocks. Was this oblong pile a cairn or a talisman? Or perhaps it was an omen of a watery grave?  Above her the fast moving and foreboding skies pushed ashore parallel and equal to the brunt of the black waves at her feet. She was at the crux of a life-changing event. Safety was always on solid ground, but she was the adventurous type and the undercurrent tugged at her toes and pulled her towards the untried and unknown.

She momentarily closed her eyes and let the swell of the sea and its surroundings carry her away. Stands of hair lapped at her face in rhythm with her gauzy white dress as seagulls circled and cried above her. The riggings were tight, the sails were at full mast and when everything was harmonious she could momentarily feel the beacon from the lighthouse pass behind her and like a sailor’s shanty urge her on. “Swiftly blows the fav’ring gale”* it prompted. And yes, she would obey its edict.

©Expressions by Christine 2010

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* From the Sea Shanty "Homeward Bound" by Lesley Nelson-Burns

Our anchor we'll weigh,
And our sails we will set.
Goodbye, fare-ye-well,
Goodbye, fare-ye-well.
The friends we are leaving,
We leave with regret,
Hurrah, my boys, we're homeward bound.

We're homeward bound,
Oh joyful sound!
Goodbye, fare-ye-well,
Goodbye, fare-ye-well.
Come rally the capstan,
And run quick around.
Hurrah, my boys, we're homeward bound.

We're homeward bound
We'd have you know
Goodbye, fare-ye-well,
Goodbye, fare-ye-well.
And over the water
To England must go,
Hurrah, my boys, we're homeward bound.

Heave with a will,
And heave long and strong,
Goodbye, fare-ye-well,
Goodbye, fare-ye-well.
Sing a good chorus
For 'tis a good song.
Hurrah, my boys, we're homeward bound.

Hurrah! that good run
Brought the anchor a-weigh,
Goodbye, fare-ye-well,
Goodbye, fare-ye-well.
She's up to the hawse,
Sing before we belay.
Hurrah, my boys, we're homeward bound.

'We're homeward bound,'
You've heard us say,
Goodbye, fare-ye-well,
Goodbye, fare-ye-well.
Hook on the cat fall then,
And rut her away.
Hurrah, my boys, we're homeward bound.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Self-Image (Poem)



I used to be skin
And bones
And people would say,
"You look like skin and bones"
"You need to gain weight"
"If there was a nuclear war,
You would be the first to die
Because you have no meat
On your bones"
Just skin
Skin and bones.

They accused me
Of being anorexic-
I must have an eating disorder
With those skin and bones

I was 5'6" and 103 lbs.

Then I had babies.

After babies one and two
I went back
To skin and bones

After baby three
I weighed 116 lbs.
No one ever said,
"Wow, you look
Mah-velous,
Where are your skin and bones?"

I didn't matter
I just ate cookies
Like I always had before
And watched Sesame Street
All the while
Eating more cookies

Two babies later
Still eating cookies
126 lbs

More cookies
135 lbs

Not a kind word
About how my cookie hips
Have paid off
And laid to rest
Those skin and bones

By 150 lbs
I think maybe I crossed a line
Somewhere........back there......

And none of those well-intentioned souls
Ever told me
That I had cookie thighs
A cookie butt
And a big cookie head

And now
I have to find my way back
To skin and bones

And the gurus tell me
The way is....
To eat skinny little green things

And wait

In the meantime
Maybe I will dodge a bullet
During that nuclear war.


©Expressions by Christine 2010

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Migraine (Poem)


The pretty little love songs
Jumble and jangle in my brain
And sound like nightmarish caterwauling

I would like nothing more
Than a clean vacuum
Noiseless
Dark
Void

No more memories
No more recall
Just amnesia
And a Midol.


©Expressions by Christine 2010

Friday, September 17, 2010

She Paints (Poem)



She started with zwieback
and took advances courses
In cookie

Watching milk dribble
From her sippy cup
Drip
By
Drip...

On each sweet confection
And dabbing her chubby fingers
On her highchair palette
Of strawberry pinks,
Lemon yellows,
And chocolate browns

Until off to naptime
To awaken tomorrow
And start her second year off
In cake smearing


©Expressions by Christine 2010

Thursday, September 16, 2010

She's Pink Now (Poem)



Life has its strangers
That robbed her beauty

But
I can relax
Because she's pink now
And vulnerable again

And smiling cheeks are good
And she's good

But
I still want
To punch that guy in the nose.


©Expressions by Christine 2010

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Watermarked

I realized this morning how easy it is to steal images on this site. For that reason I will be watermarking my photos somewhere near their center. While I have always found that to be distracting, it's a necessary evil. 

I also realized that sometimes I will find the need to scatter prose throughout my blog. Sometimes the first paragraph of an imagined short story will pop into my head and that might be fun to share as well. Still....my challenge for now will be to mesh my photos to my words because what I see in one I will struggle to communicate in the other!

I guess it needs to be said here and now. If it has a copyright it belongs to me.Stealing is wrong. My brother has done work in cyber crime. Nuff said.

This photo was taken ooh ooh ooh lookin out my front door yesterday morning!

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Welcome!

Welcome to my blog! A brief introduction: I am a woman at the crux of  new growth and new seasons and finding a new identity through my expressions- my loves of photography and poetry. I love nature. Sometimes I am a log cabin girl and sometimes I love the opulence of a castle. I eat Raisinettes at the movies, long to pull off sexy high heels with hem-up-the-back black stockings, sing Lady Gaga songs at the top of my lungs while I drive, and wish I had kept up those piano lessons I started when I was a teenager. My photos can be melancholy and dark, mysterious and moody, or a view at the simple beauties that surround me. Between poetry and photography I feel my strongest point is my photography, but I hope to successfully mesh the two here. Thank you for sharing a few moments of your day with me.